Thursday, September 2, 2010 As I enter a new month, I thought it would be appropriate to delete all my old posts, and just seemingly start afresh. I just don't want my blog to be so emotional, filled with things that I have wrote on impulse. And so, everything is gone! :) It's been four to five months since I joined nursing. Not surprisingly, I can still vividly remember the day where I received the sms, informing me that I have made into nursing. It came as a total shock to me. Never in my whole life would I thought that I'd land myself into that predicament. I chose to stay on, instead of appealing, because I wanted to do God's will. And to say that I've never regretted it, to say that I stayed on willingly, to say that I'm enjoying it would all be lies. It's one of the toughest thing I've ever done. The workload, the people and the new environment. It took me so long before I finally got settled down. I doubted God. I doubted myself. I didn't think I was good enough, not fit enough to be a nurse and taking care of people. I thought I heard God wrongly. But I just didn't want to drop out, I just didn't want to opt out. I just couldn't stray away from God's will. And now as the semester comes to an end, I'm still trying very hard but at least, I'm surviving. I'm going for my attachment soon, and that's gonna be another thing altogether. I don't know how it's gonna go, or how Sem 2 would be, but I know as long I trust in Him, everything would work out fine. He promised me that. And I'm gonna believe Him. :) Growing each and everyday. 9:52 PM		Yours Truly Introduction The boy who likes chicken rice, curry and cycling! He doesn't like to walk behind people who smoke. And oh, he's rather sentimental,too. Gossip Bin investigate . Outs Sun T.S.H Fel Arjun link link link link archives the police designer. XFANTASYWINGSX images. 1 2 brushes. 1 pattern. 1 Music Playlist at MixPod.com